silleh_philleh

After five long years of pining, crying, hurting, and working my ass off to land the only girl I've ever loved... I may have to break up with her and fall back into the "just friends" zone. Until college at least. And fucking FUCKALL knows that seeing her EVERY GODDAMN DAY until then in school and then not being able to call/text/spend personal time with her is not going to help a fucking bit. I've cried so much, hurt so much, literally bled for this girl and now her parents are fucking with everything I've ever wanted or dreamed of. I love her beyond all reasoning. But now that I finally have her she's about to get taken away. I'm starting to wonder, is this relationship worth all this agony and suffering?

........

Yes. Yes it is. It 100% completely is.

Fuck my life. I can't say it loud enough or mean it hard enough. FUCK MY MOTHERFUCKING FUCKALL LIFE.

It's been forever since I've updated. A hell of a lot of stuff has been going down, I just have been either too lazy or too depressed to update. Maybe one day I'll get around to properly updating but for now I feel like utter shit. So...yeah. Laterz.

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Hi guys, it's Phil here! I used to have a profile named afallenmusician, but that name had some really crappy things tied to it so I decided to get rid of it. It's still Phil and I'll still post my crappy poetry and pointless rantings about my daily life. I've just gots me a new name. We cool? =P

This profile is going to be friends-only, so if you wanna check out my brain spawn, leave me a comment and I'll get back to you!